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Saturday, August 01, 2009;Saturday, August 01, 2009 01:41 am (ryoma27)
[reality is the start of fantasy]
*Warning SUPER long post ahead*
Today is my last day to beat Tanjong Katong Primary. Time seems to flies seems like not long ago when Joyce and I went to interview for the job as IT Trainers. Haha Joyce told me that she finds the job interesting if minus the teaching part LOL. I’ve learnt lots of things from the teachers and students in the school. Hopefully I can find time to visit them someday. I dragged a whole bag of chocolate biscuits and lollipops to school. I was planning to bring some gifts for the teachers and staff at the school. Guess I wore the wrong shoe for the wrong occasion. I was going around the teachers room to give them the thank you chocolate biscuits until I felt this oh so familiar feeling. Of all times my shoes decided to hurt like mad (I hate blisters!).

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Have you seen so many lollipops on your living room floor before?

Yesterday dragged nadz to the primary 1 classes that I’ve taught to take photos with them. I was so sure I wouldn’t cry but seems like I wrong. First class was 1I, they were looking forward to their lesson tomorrow (which will be today) and the teacher told me that she haven’t told her class that I am leaving yet. This class was noisy sometimes but they will always do things that would surprises me. During the start of term 3, their IT lesson should have been completed. But Ms Normala (their form teacher) told me that the students had enjoyed my lessons and went on to ask their parents to feedback to the school and requested more IT lesson. I was so touched when I heard that. Never in my 1 year plus with that school had parents requesting for me to teach. Of course it was fun teaching them. There was this once when Mattheiu and Tessa were fighting over who I should help first. Haha I ended up being stuck in the middle of a tug of war (they were pulling me left and right until Ms Normala come over to stop them). Then there was this time when every one were asking Emma to help them. So cute to see her running around helping her friends while she sigh to me and ask “WHY IS IT ALWAYS ME???!!!”

Next stop we went to Ms Pauline’s class, 1J. They were a bunch of Primary 1 kids who were skilled in IT. I’ll just need to go through once and they can do what I had instructed. They were a breeze to teach (although I had to keep running around giving them stickers). When I step into the class they all grab me into a big hug XD so cute (Monica started it. Soon they all joined in and are unwilling to let go). It was then that I felt like crying. 

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So touched can T_T

The last lesson I had with them was a few weeks ago. Kekeke remember that day that they went to the new lab and were unsure on how to switch on the computer. John Henry shouted “I know how to on it. My home computer is the same!” Haha it was the first time which they are using the new headphones (it was one sided) and they kept asking me how to put it on or whether did they do it correctly. End up I went around and helped each and every one of them to put it on. So after the photo and as we were leaving I was telling myself not to cry : (. But they did something so touching my eyes started to get all teary. Ms Pauline was telling them that I will be leaving soon so the whole class said “Thank you for teaching us Ms Carrie and good luck with school.”

After going to all the Primary 1 classes, they were all asking why I am leaving. ; ( I am sad omg. They had always been a motivation for me after a tiring day but when their lessons start in the afternoon their smiles just make my day a lot more happier. I will really really miss them T_T.

Today before I left to go back to HQ, the students in 1I gave me a big surprise. I didn’t know that they had made Thank You cards for me. When I went to their class, Miss Normala told them to take out the cards and I went speechless. I was so touched to the point where I just stood there taking in all their cards and hugs while kept saying thank you over and over again. Aiman even went to the lab during his recess time to tell me “Thank You Miss Carrie for teaching me and being very patient with me.” I was really shocked because when he is in class, he will always refuse to do his task and would cry when things don’t go his way. A few of the students had forgotten to bring their cards (Aditya kept telling me sorry because he had left his at home and Anya was asking me when I’ll be back), so they said goodbye with a hug. I was reading through their cards awhile ago, and they brought tears to my eyes again. Never had I thought that one day, in the eyes of a seven year old I will be their favourite IT teacher T_T. I’ll try to put the cards online when I can get the scanner to work. Thank you for all the cards, I will treasure all of them :D

For the primary 6 students, I had fun following them around filming their video. Some of them were really funny. And some of them really show another side of them when they are committed to their project. I was really happy to able to teach them and help them realise their interest be it acting leading the group or cameraman. They were fighting over which group to get the camera first even though I told them every group would get one haha kids LOL. Although there were times where I had to chase after them to finish their work but was really happy when most of them were able to hand it in.

For the primary 2 and 3 students, they were an interesting bunch of people to teach. Every time when I read, I’ll always ends up laughing (“we need weapons so we can protect ourselves in case of a robot invasion”). But some of them really had shown their interest in IT (and I always promote IT club to them HAHA). Some of their opinions in their project works are really good (a P2 student even went as far as to get a thumbdrive so that he can save his file and continue it at home). And as usual epic things always occur in my class. There’s this boy who cried because his computer was too slow hehe so cute.

It had been a great experience teaching at there even though there are times where my task are so piled up that I felt like giving up. But I will truly remember that in this duration of one year I had left my mark in their memories. Really really want to thank the school for giving me a lot of opportunities to assist them in designing works (built up my portfolio that way). Now whenever I walk pass the school gate I will admire the banner that I had made for them. XD

Hmm guess like what Goon said I’m having withdrawal symptoms. But I will miss this routine of waking up every day going to school, teaching the students, eating bento with nadz at the canteen(miss the fruit vending machine also), teach the P1 and then quickly rush to the bus stop because my bus always arrive on the dot. But life move on.  And with their well wishes (and cards) I will carry on working harder and maybe one day who knows maybe I’ll take up their offer and return as a teacher again.



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Saturday, July 25, 2009;Saturday, July 25, 2009 02:06 am (ryoma27)
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RAWR I’m an angry mob now!!! So angry I could aoe all the stick figures in that facebook game -_-.

Didn’t know you could change your mind so fast. A few days ago you said yes and now you’re giving me this crap. Because you said yes can buy I was like desperately saving up for it and now? Why are you so flicker minded? And the reason you give me is “If you’re getting the DSLR so that you can make a living out of it then go buy.” WTF? I cannot even have a hobby of taking pictures? So does that means I have to work 24hrs???!! ($_____$)?? And I did not say that I MUST MUST MUST get it there and then. Just wanted to go and check the price first. What is this???!! I can’t even explain the rage and helplessness I’m feeling now. Why must he always find fault in whatever I do??!! Since a long time ago it had always been like this always getting shot down by him over stupid random stuff. Speaking too loudly, never switch off the lights (and it’s not even me), scolding me because I’ve scolded my little sister, don’t want to go downstairs to eat dinner with them. Maybe in their mindset, I’m still a kid that can’t be independent or simply I appeal to them as the super slack child who needs pushing and more discipline.

Now that I realise it for my whole life now they have been the ones making all the decisions. I can’t even choose to give up that choice of going to Express stream or remain in Normal in Sec 2. Do they know that it was miserable to leave all your friends and move on to some unknown territory? Having to cope with so many new things at the same time and all the help my family can give me is buying me more revision books and telling me that if I’ve work harder in Primary I won’t need to suffer now? Although their

sarcastic comments were meant to be jokes but it really hurts.

I seriously miss my grandma now. She’s the only person that would stand by me and gave me support. When I was sick and had to go to school for exam, she’s the only one that actually show that she’s worried and wanted to accompany me to school. And Dad what were your concern at that time? Will my fever affect my ability to get good grades? Did you know that I had to force myself to go for the exam even though I am suffering so much I feel that my brain is being fried literately?  I had to run to the toilet half way through the exam to puke just because it feels really terrible and I can’t even think straight.

Boo Hoo since quite some time since a vent post. This anger is giving me a headache. Like my brain are bursting out. I probably need to get out tomorrow or else maybe there will be a war breaking out at my house. Haiz suddenly I feel like I’m a total fail.

 

 




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Thursday, July 23, 2009;Thursday, July 23, 2009 01:04 am (ryoma27)
[reality is the start of fantasy]
Hiyo people, I'm suppose to sleep now *pfft* but meh I'm still fully awake...
Last friday, was suppose to meet Celine and Sylvia. But Celine could not make it : (.
Sylvia and I went to Tampines One. I've always wanted to try the food at Manpuku Japanese Gourmet Town. They have different theme for their deco. LOL I kept dragging sylvia around changing seats cause just can't seems to make up my mind, everything looks so nice XD ! End up while we were thinking what to eat, we came across....
COTTAGE THEME!!!
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I CANNOT RESIST COTTAGE THEME!!! <3 Everything so kawai and sweet looking XDDD KYYYYAAAAA!!!

Was so tempted to eat ramen BUT NO just had ramen that day when I went out with SM....So.....

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Prawn Omu rice

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I <3 Prawns.....

Well it was a pity to miss out on the fresh fruit tarts there. Mangoooooo tarrrrtttsss but well -cough- $7.50 per slice and Sylvia convince me that I'll not be able to finish it. MEHHHHH...

Spent the rest of the day walking around electrical stores comparing DSLR prices and drooling over the cameras. I wanna get one T_T!! My dad's Sony camera kept giving me problems and it takes so long to capture the photo Lagzors...Probably getting a Canon 450D kit /500D kit it all depends....But after buying the camera gotta get all the other accessories drybox, tripod, etc etc etc so gonna burn a hole in my wallet again.

Went home tired and with my mind full of price$ and the awesome touch of the DSLR and what greeted me at my door was........

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This puppy name pebbles.

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Well actually it was sleeping on my sofa in this weird pose. It looks like its all ready to sleep walk. =_=. And no wonder no one open the door for me when I rang my doorbell (usually my mum will open and nag at how late it is). Cause she have this fear for dogs and was sitting at the dining room with her feets on the chair. LOL

Some how pebbles hates the floor. When it's feet touches the ground, it will not sit/lie down. It will just continue to walk and walk and walk till some kind soul carry her onto the sofa. Such pampered dog D:

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It was circling around my living room...Wonder such short legs she has but can run so fast -_- tried chasing after it with my camera but meehhhhh FAIL!!!!

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MUAWAHAHAHAH got captured by my sis. It was so skinny don't dare to carry it D:

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Abit of sniffing here and there. I think she likes my jeans cause she kept licking it D:.

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-Shake- - Shake- -Shake-

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A little break of dog treat before continuing the marathon around the living room table.

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Well maybe I'll continue later....

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Here we go again... Half way through her mission of making us crazy while she run in circles, she had extended her path making me one of the obstacles for her to circle around.

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Yet another treat.

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Hmm...Maybe a rest.

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And some massage....zzz

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Don't want run lao....

Pebbles first visit was cut short because she had to poop -_- and she only poop in her own little corner at her owner's house LOL no wonder she was running crazily though my house. Probably looking for her own personalized potty.

Ok finally I'm feeling sleepy. Cya people gotta go to the gaincity fair @ suntec during this weekend to check the DSLR prices kekeke hopefully my dad is having a good mood that day then maybe I can fufill my DSLR craving...



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Saturday, July 11, 2009;Saturday, July 11, 2009 01:48 am (ryoma27)
[reality is the start of fantasy]
Yo people its Friday again! Woo Hoo weekends! I had to take off day today to go for my health check up. I was supposed to go with mum but Sokmiang was so kind to accompany me instead. THANK YOU THANK YOU. If not for Sokmiang, I will probably be stranded in some unknown parts of NTU with my stomach screaming at me with hunger. Being so noob, today I had step onto the grounds of Pioneer for the first time in my life. Up till now, I've always thought that the furthest end of Singapore was Boon Lay. And yea Candy since the time you told me you live at Boon lay, I've always thought that you dominated the west of Singapore. But no.....there's Pioneer and Joo Koon now!!! Through the bus ride to NTU, Sokmiang was explaining the different builds as the bus zoom zoom pass. But I swear they look all the same to me. So I can expect alot of getting lost, panic mode, spamming calls at Sokmiang/sms-ing Goon and the best part.....being late on the first day of class. HA maybe that might leave an impression on the teacher LOL. Didn't know that there will be a clinic in a school campus. WHY NP DON'T HAVE??!!! Eh...maybe there is one but I don't know where it have been hidden. Anyways, the clinic was packed to the max with people trying to fill up forms, pay their bills, watching some random show on the Television, blah blah blah. Most of the people doing the health check today are future ADM students. \0/ Future classmate/project mate! I hate the colour blindness test. Always will get one wrong. ANDDDD the most shocking news....in the duration of 4 years, my height had shrunk 2cm. So on an average my height will shrink 0.5cm every 1 year???!!! *GASP* ZOMG so by the time I'm 77 years old, I'll probably be as flat as my bedroom floor D:????!! NOOOOOOOOOOO NEEEDDD HHHLLLLL NNNNNWWWWW!!!! After the test, we went to JP for dinner.*actually is my dinner* Follow by some shopping around.  Went in to this shop which is totally for kids but we still went on ahead to....    

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Monday, July 06, 2009;Monday, July 06, 2009 08:56 pm (ryoma27)
[reality is the start of fantasy]
Photossss....

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Behind the scenes of candy's bdae present....

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Saturday, July 04, 2009;Saturday, July 04, 2009 09:16 pm (ryoma27)
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Haha went through aa crazy week while burning a hole in my wallet. Well well but just gotten my pay lol so candy-san said to go relax and watch Ice Age III. It was the first time both of us watch 3D movies, lol was so excited. While waiting for candy strolling around vivo had many obstacles....SALE SALE SALE. Meh was drawn to the Diva sale where all the accessories were selling at like $3 each. Yes! $3 each! But none appeal to me haha managed to resist the temptation to buy something. Then SIX was having the same sale too wth.....$3.....haha end up I gave in and bought like 5 items. Well not all were mine. Bought a pair of earrings for mum, 1 necklace for sis anddd the rest all mine WAKAKAKAKAKA.
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Mum's

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Sis's
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Wanted to buy this the last time I was there.

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Haha I even msged nadz that if candy comes any later I will empty my wallet at that shop lmao.

As for the movie, it was hilarious lol kept laughing. When the movie start I kept OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGO to candy goh >_>. But by the end of the movie LOL we were having headache and dizzy spell. Too much of 3D = Not good D:.

Btw, some photos which I fail to upload cause I'm too lazyyyy...

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Went to east coast for Fathers' Day

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Shall end this post with my dieing craving for ramen...ttfn




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Wednesday, July 01, 2009;Wednesday, July 01, 2009 12:47 am (ryoma27)
[reality is the start of fantasy]

I say:

lol shiro oso go overseas LOL

** says:

also?

** says:

who going also?

I say:

me aisu nadz

** says:

Oo

** says:

go wher?

I say:

wat go where?

** says:

...

** says:

wat country la

I say:

idk lol

** says:

u got so blur?

I say:

quarratine him LOL

** says:

i mean u all

** says:

not shiro

I say:

HAR??!!\

I say:

we din go overseas D:

** says:

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

** says:

wtf?

** says:

zzz


FYI ** is Oro lol and I've no idea at all that he was asking about us and not shiro =_= SWT totally missed the point ahahaha so funny.....




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Tuesday, June 16, 2009;Tuesday, June 16, 2009 10:27 pm (ryoma27)
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WHY IT HAD TO RAIN THIS MORNING????!! It was so nice to sleeppppppp....kept snoozing....till me sis scold me. Meh can't sleep last night was thinking about alot of things. Somehow I feel uncertain of myself now. Then I will remember agus always telling us "You never try how you know that you can't succeed".

I was going through the booklet for uni admission. Think there's too much info that made me brain went on a short circuit breakdown. Information Overload haha. And I had getting my calls diverted! Seems like retribution. When I was working at my previous admin job, I'll always divert calls LOL.

-phone ringsssss-
"Hello"
"May I know how to get to this...."
"Give me a minute I'll divert your call to our events manager"
-Divert- LOL

>_> Some how it get back to you one way or another. Like how i laughed at my sis on sunday. Being her first experience with wearing heels, I laughed at her. Next thing I know she stepped on me with her heel and left a bruise on my feet. PAIN!

Haha was asking Nadz whether there's any place which I can print passport size pictures. The only place near my workplace is at parkway D: ZOMG so far......Don't wanna walk there in this heatwave. Probably reach there looking like a mad women and I'll have to endure having that photo on my student card for the rest of my life >_>.

No choice had to go back home to take. Tried using the machine but the quality was not so good and I had to cut the pictures myself D:. Luckily the fuji shop is still open lol. Took the photo. The uncle took it so close, make my face super duperrrr roundy : o . Round like donut round.


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Waiting for the photo to be printed.

AND today's bento isss........
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Vege + Chicken karage+egg
Somehow my mum decided to upsize my bento today. The portion of rice is enough for my lunch and dinner D:. Hahaha while I'm eating I kept grumbling to nadz that I'm dieing......and as always she finished her food first =_=.

No bento till next tue. Took off to clear my uni stuff and prepare for sunday picnic. Looking forward to Thurs! Can go with mum to the market LOL IF I can wake up "IF".

btw.....I need take blood test for the health check up \0/! -WTHOMGDIES-



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Monday, June 15, 2009;Monday, June 15, 2009 02:26 am (ryoma27)
[reality is the start of fantasy]
Suddenly got the feeling to blog at like 1.30 the morning. Good Morning everyone ! Today was fun watching this movie "UP". Well it was quiet a sad movie. Feel so sad for Mr Fredricksen. And the boy scout was funny haha. At least its a happy ending or I'll be emo. Go watch it if you wanna know what happen to them. Just that I find the ending a bit abrupt.And in the evening, my family and I went to attend Wah fen's wedding at M Hotel. I don't have many dresses to wear to such formal occasion. Not like my sis who can't resist herself in buying more dresses. She have like half a wardrobe full of fancy dress but she seldom wear them. There's some which are like still new with their tags still on LOL. This one that I'm wearing was hers but she can't fit into them so HOHOHOHOHO now they are mine!! Maybe I should start thinking/searching what I wanna wear for my sis wedding next year. I always have a hard time finding clothes that I like. Don't want to buy something that I end up wearing only once and left it to rot in one corner of my wardrobe. -cough- like tat poka dot dress for CNY last last year. Went with lizhi and weizhen to get it. End up I've only wore it like twice and now its hidden somewhere. Mehhh hate wearing heels...so tiring to my feet. T_T how how i wish that in the future all wedding dinner the dress code could be jeans n tee... Oh noeeeesss...imagine my sis wedding next year....whole day in heels \0/


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I swear my face is getting rounder each day >_>!! WHHYYYYY???!!!
And Zomg I got fat arms!!! NEED DIET!!!
Was :D when I left the house but after wallking for a while I've turn to D:


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Totally fail!!
Was trying to take some pictures in the toilet when some one walked in -_-.


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Very sweet looking rose wrist thingy that my sis was wearing.

And...OF COURSE Bento post ;D....
Was lazy to blog directly after lunch LOL! So here are my bento for the last 2 days...
Thursday
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Teriyaki chicken, nuggets, sunny side up and brown rice

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Brocoli and mushroom omelette with MILO |0|

kekeke well tomorrow I'm on leave but -sigh- must start filling in the uni application forms......a whole booklet of them.
And this weekend we're going to have a picnic @ botanical garden to celebrate joyce and Lizhi birthday! Can't wait...!!!




Thursday, June 11, 2009;Thursday, June 11, 2009 10:37 am (ryoma27)
[reality is the start of fantasy]

Hola People!!! It had been quite a looonnnnnggg time since I've blog. I was busy with work, birthdays and¡­..packing my room.

 

Well anyways, during the weekends in the last week of May, it was hectic till the max. Everything jammed up together. Work¡­so many things to upload to the website. And to make it worse my dad decided to change the air-conditioner. Seems like he had reached his limit of tolerance to the burning weather.

 

So within ONE day, I have to shift out most of the stuff in my room so that the electrician can tear down the old air-con. Those of you who had been to my room will know that I've A LOT of things in my room D: And one of the killers is my book cupboard. Imagine packing my cupboard full of novels and comics into one miserable box. Yea my mum did just that. She handed me ONE box ONLY!

 

HOW TO FIT EVERYTHING IN????!!!

Massive load of books D:

Filled to the brim, can't even close the box. I had to cover it with like layers of newspapers D:

Now I've regretted buy so many books. I think half of my money went to my investment in books. Everytime I step into kino/MPH/Borders/Times/Popular I must must must get something. And I'm still waiting for my 1/2 Prince Book 1 and 2.

*NO MONEY T_T*

Like meh I think my cupboard will collapse soonnnnnn. And stupid cupboard so tall for what almost got hit by my books when trying to take the top shelf. ZZZ take one all drop -_-. Or maybe it's my height that is the problem hahaha put back need to use ladder or else cannot see =_=

Starting from Tuesday, Nadz and I decided to bring our own bento to work. I'm sick of mee soto already so I brought mine too. And we're thinking of writeing a post on our bento online everyday LOL. So here's mine....

Day 1 (Tue)

Bento 1

Tempura and Egg Bento

Haha took a picture of it and mms to candy. She said she hate me cause she's hungry and she have no bento D:

Day 2 (Wed)

 

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I don't know what to call this bento. It have like brocoli, hotdogs, wantons and some mysterious squid thingy. Hahaha I "KOP" abit of Nadz's curry.

Nadz's bento was awesome lol her mum packed her like whole course meal. Got dessert somemore but well she ate her dessert in the morning as her breakfast lao.

By the way there's this nice spot where we eat our bento. Some emo quiet place.

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Nice view LOL the people living opposite are probably thinking why there's two person eating there when it's school holiday -_-.

 

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I don't know why in this photo Nadz's hair is straight lol. Well shes trying to open her curry which her mum had tied up the bag so securely.

P.s. That day at meeting, Candy was so bored she did this...

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If you're wondering what is that to yellow patches made from, its from the back of our name tag that they had issused to us.

AND AND AND

At NTUC I saw this awesome looking fish thingy that looks like taiyaki!

Fishyyyy

Its Taiyaki Strawberry Biscuit XD. And there's chocolate flavour toooooooooo....

TTFN will update on today's bento later :D




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